Dear blog,

Last night was pretty cool. Originally, I was just going to meet up with Gaby and swing around to Grand Haven for a movie. Our ride plans fell through so John drove...and it wasn't as miserable as I remember it used to be. As much as I feel like life is taking a good turn, I still feel like I need the personalities I used to surround myself with. I'm kind of amazed that I was able to let go of my old life with minimal problems. I was almost posivite I would go through a withdrawl of sorts when I gave up on all the things it seemed like made my life worth living. It's so weird that you can reteach yourself what's important in life. But anyways, that's not all that's been going on.

The boyfriend thing is pretty crazy. I feel like it's going fine, even the pressure I get from everyone else about his age doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would be, probably because I'm doing it on my own time. I know what ever happens isn't going to be because I was too young to handle the situation because I know how to stop and think now. I guess in the long run, I don't know where the relationship is going though. Obviously, he is a bit older so in the end we have to see how different our timelines are going.

I decided not to go to New Orleans for Spring break...I just feel like, that's Katies life...a life I was never invited into, a life that wasn't prepaired for me. I know if I came there, I would just be a sort of welcome stranger in her days. No one there would know me, not even Kathleen. I don't know, we'll see. But we're thinking about setting up camp again. lol.